在错的时间，遇上对的人

自从上次从别人的短讯知道他对我没有感觉，我的心已经冷了一半。今天却从别人口中知道他觉得我们是在错的时间，遇上对的人，又再次扰乱了我的思绪。不想否认，我还是对他有感觉。可是一直觉得我们任何一方没有行动，就一只会在原地踏步。是他不想再续前缘，还是不敢表态，我也不清楚。或许我们真的错过了很多时间吧！

不敢想，因为害怕再次被伤害。顺其自然才是我最好的方法。。。。。。

Shock~

They have fallen in love with each other! All along I thought they are belonged to the category which regards partner's appearance as 1st priority but seem like I am wrong. I am just not sure whether they are too desperate or they really have discovered each other strong points... Am I jealous? Shouldn't be... Maybe another new couples appear in my life that makes me feel even lonely...

Can't imagine that male's target could change very fast. I still remember that he confessed to me not long ago but now he has gf already. Seem like the love is so fragile... Am I too picky? I just feel that he is not the right one... no feeling, no talk, that's all...

赌一口气

我做人的其一原则是：凡是答应了，就不会轻易食言。就为了赌一口气，我想证明给r (rollerblade)看，凡是人有了一个使命感，都能完成它。我不惜早上六点钟起身，半个小时后出门，从宏茂桥出发，前往淡滨尼和他吃早餐。结果我比预期中早到了半个小时 ==

他约了我很多次，每次都给我拒绝。可是这次，我竟然千里迢迢去赴约。虽说是赌一口气，可是心里是真的想见他吗？错过了相爱的机会，我们还能再在一起吗？总觉得他的言语中似乎很想表白，可是我却很怕他说出口。可能是还没做好心理准备，又或许是觉得我们好像不是很适合，不想破坏这暧昧关系吧！哎~人生真是矛盾啊！算了，就顺其自然吧！这就是我逃避人生的方法。。。